Wednesday, Apr. 07, 2010 - 1:15 p.m.
Wacks & Wayne
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Crushette texted me this morning
to share some thoughts
of her recent crazy times
and to inform me
indirectly but clearly
that she is no longer with
Mr in a relationship with
If it was me in her circumstances
that is, had her life been mine
I too would have been
somewhat broken scrambled
and on the all day breakfast menu
irrational, scheming, desperate
distant and rather nuts
I suppose a dating site
is a girls version of porn
all the sizzle & spice,
but no dishes to wash
let it be,
I am short on details
but long in compassion
where details don't matter much
so for all my fine words
and positions of strength
I am exactly back
to square one
she's cool
shes original
she makes sense
and shes available for friendship
but probably not right now
so..so.. so.. later baby
my task is to stay happy
stay strong in all things always
and focused on my work
I will wait this storm out
I could use the rain
And facebook in general
oh crap upon crap
people I don't know
or don't like
want to be my friend
esp a stoner fag anarchist
named wayne
from way up north
who doesn't know many human beings
as it is and seems determined to befriend me
to close in a gap
in his social network
his friends
are friends of friends
of my friends
not because he gives a fuck
its a rack of collectable teaspoons
& I represent a gap in the pattern
I should quit Facebook
Crushette should quit facebook
& let Waynes of the world have it
